Pesty Questions

I love how I can be barefooted most of the time during the summer. I love this time of year.  Walking around barefooted has an effect. I am grounded again.  Grounded means that I get reconnected with God, myself, the earth, and people I love.  While that happens, I am restored.

But, I am not able to settle.  Nope, it doesn’t take long until little Gospel-living questions become exposed like insects.  They land and tickle my skin, they buzz in my ears, sometimes they land in my mouth; bratty little bugs!  I could swat them out if I wanted, I could ignore them, or run away.  Naw, instead I am trying to let these questions have a life of their own.

Here they come, those wild creatures: can I live more simply? Can I be stripped of privilege? Am I really sharing the love of Christ?  Is it obvious I am a Christian by the choices I make?  What is God calling me to do today so that I grow? Am I happy?  Is this the life I want to live? Am I living like Jesus?

I’m not sure. I am praying for guidance on all that stuff right now. I am also learning to befriend these questions. It might be a bit like playing with my Bug Bottle when I was a girl.  I would capture creatures from the wild, put them into a container, observe their life and learn all I could.  A lot of discovery can happen when we sit still and pay attention to things that squirm or bother.

Catalog #9981: Bug-Book-&-Bottle (click to close)
Photo credit: http://www.bioquip.com/html/view_prodpics.asp?CatalogNum=9981

There’s one little question that seems to stick out in the swarm: How can my attempts at Gospel living bring me closer to the types of people who Jesus was most scrutinized for hanging out with?

Again, I feel a bit stumped. But, this little video inspired me to remember I must cross lines, even poverty lines. It’s sort of like going on an adventure; heading off to explore the woods like a kid.

Wow, I wonder what I’ll get to see during these summer adventures!  May God bless all of us in our deep exploring, Amen!

2 thoughts on “Pesty Questions

  1. Foot comment…… I read once that the aborigines in Australia have a telepathic telegraph…. where they pass messages to each other through their minds… and that a visiting woman was not able to “tap into it” or participate until she took her shoes off and then she could! from mind to feet to earth to feet to mind… might be an urban message however…..

    great video… thanks for sharing… and great questions.
    makes me think that one of the side effects of privilege is somehow…
    I think I am not privileged… that somehow I earned not having to scrape by and being below the poverty line and
    those that are did something to deserve it.
    that is the privilege craziness talking… and sometimes so easy to believe because it feels safe and comfortable

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