in God’s time

We can’t really know what God is up to.

But we can wonder, and we do.  Wondering about what God is doing makes me feel like I am the size of an ant in an expansive universe.   Actually, I am, in a way.

Somehow, though, I am part of it all.

Paradigms of planet, church, religion and humanity are shifting all around us.  Sometimes, these shifts are gradual and gentle, like water flowing silently downstream  Other times, though, the societal changes are so bold we almost feel damaged.  We collapse on crosswalks and sprint down the streets of tomorrow while the statues of our ancestors laugh at our blindness.  Can we see the beauty that surrounds us today?

But, it’s hard to know beauty when there is a lot of clutter.  As we listen to the news and hold it up to what we’re working for, we quickly become discouraged.  The mess is confusing and we’re worried. What’s happening to our democracy? What’s going on in Christianity? Passions and power quake the church and government and we wonder what to have faith in.

Could it be ourselves?  Or shall we, can we, have faith in God?

A week ago I was a participant in a wonderfully strange conference.  Giving Voice, a national organization for young women religious, sponsored an inter-generational conference in Chicago to discuss what is happening in this life of ours, religious life.  We came with a sense that God is up to something new and different.  Together we wondered what that was.  The wondering was strange because we were talking about something that we didn’t know.

In Madeleine L’Engle‘s book  A Wrinkle in Time, Mrs. Whatsit sighs and tries to answer the questions of children.  “Explanations are not easy when they are about things for which your civilization still has no words.”  I desire to explain what I’ve experienced and sensed, but what is emerging seems to be beyond anything we have ever known.

I know it though, God is up to something. Paradigms are shifting; the world is changing right under our feet.  When the earth moves, it can feel dangerous.  We don’t know what will break around us.  We grip to reactions based in fear and power and doubt survival.  We crash and forget what we most need to move on: eachother.  As tumultuous as all the crashing and changing may feel, we can trust God and have hope.  God is in control and shifts can be good.

At the “young nun” conference we sought to contemplate the goodness that vibrates through the groans.  The process was deep and profound.  We listened, prayed, shared, played, questioned, connected and organized.  We learned too.  We were blessed to be with Sandra Schneiders, who is a great historian and theologian.  She’s pretty much the expert on religious life and what is has been, is, and could be.  In other words, Schneiders is a woman who can speak quite well about how God has worked with people throughout time.

We pondered what it means to be religious women in this time of unknowing.  We leaned in, all 150 women religious seemingly stuck in 2011. We felt connected to the deep roots of our ancient tradition and movements toward the future.  In these moments, I pondered how our human minds limit understanding what time really is.  Science agrees with what my spirit senses, too.  Time, as we know it, is an illusion.

So, we’re a part of this illusive time and God needs us to work.  Schneiders’ analysis of this Kairos was based in her insights that the signs of these times are globalization, secularization, pluralization, and de-traditionalization.  We are called to respond to what’s going on and how it impacts spirituality, politics, service and poverty.  As I listened, I felt relieved, actually.  We can commune in the struggles together.

Through it all I kept wondering.  What are we supposed to do?  If the needs of this time are so great- and they are- then how are we supposed to be present?  What actions do we need to take to birth a new paradigm and way of being?

As we ponder the power of Now, we get to listen to the whispers of the Spirit who always compels us to grow and change.  At the end of the conference, consciousness brought forth the art of poetry.  We peacefully walked through the shift and blessed the words of wonder.  There was silence as we gazed at what the time had emerged.

In art there are answers.  We need not worry about how to bring forth a new paradigm, after all.  We can just focus on living the reign of God.  After we do this for some time, then we’ll be able to look around and be awed that God has used us to help create something new.  Thanks be to God!

11 thoughts on “in God’s time

  1. “I know it though, God is up to something” i am so glad to finally hear another say that! i’ve had that feeling for quite some time now – kind of like i’m in some sort of a “holding pattern” for the next big thing… Scary, but exciting as well.

      • this will sound odd (and possibly even foolish), but as of late i feels much like i did as a child, just prior to Christmas. The nervous excitement of what would be under the tree for me – combined with the unsettling fear that there might not be anything (i never was quite sure where i was Naughty list-wise).

        i guess the odd part is this time ’round is – while i feel very much the same way – how is it that i know “Christmas” is due?

        It IS fascinating, but whenever i feel He is talking directly to me, i tend to get scared.

      • I sence it as if he is speaking to me through telepathy but loud and clear, other times through physical feelings, my emotions, even displaying to me symbols. A short explanation how he came to me in the begining of my spiritual journey can be seen on my blog “God on the train” but as you know we are all different and he will come to everyone appertaining to their characteristics.

        No I do not have any fear, you are right it is ever so very fascinating,

    • your holding pattern, i believe it all depends as to what God has in mind for you, but if he has something in mind for you and you can sense something big, I am certain he will bring it to you when he has you in the right place in time, IE when he knows you are ready for it.

  2. t, you say,

    “It IS fascinating, but whenever i feel He is talking directly to me, i tend to get scared.”
    its the unknown truth of him which can be making you feel scared, next time he comes to you try to take a deep breath and relax if you can because he might simply want you to change a direction in your lifes pattern. if you aint done anything unsavery then you will not have anything to worry about. Anyway he might take you on a great journey of enlightenment and wonderment.

  3. I like the last paragraph best. “We can just focus on living the reign of God…” One of the things I appreciate about being in community is that I count on my Sisters to tell me the truth. That, and the abundant kindness of the Deity, keep me from worrying about the direction and effectiveness of my daily efforts.

  4. It’s such a great (big) task working for God as everyone knows. All depending upon what he wants of us, being in community must be a great help and comfort being able to rely on ones friends and also being able to accept they are truthful with you,I look upon this as Gods blessing indeed.

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